From global phenomenon EL James, author of the record-breaking Fifty Shades of Grey series, comes an unforgettable new novel about love, loss and an impossible romance that defies even death itself. In a single, devastating moment, I lost everyone I loved.Now I'm in London, living with my sort-of-uncle Dylan.And the only thing we have in common is loss.This new life isn't a life. It's unbearable.